Saturday, July 30, 2011

Tadhana



Sa hindi inaasahang
Pag-tatagpo ng mga mundo
May minsan lang na nag-dugtong
Damang dama na ang ugong nito

'Di pa ba sapat
Ang sakit at lahat
Na hinding hindi ko
Ipararanas sayo?
Ibinubunyag ka
Ng iyong matang
Sumisigaw ng pagsinta

Ba't 'di pa patulan
Ang pagsuyong nagkulang?
Tayong umaasang
Hilaga't kanluran
Ikaw ang hantungan
At bilang kanlungan mo
Ako ang sasagip sayo

Saan nga ba patungo?
Nakayapak at nahihiwagaan
Ang bagyo ng tadhana
Ay dinadala ako
Sa init ng bisig mo

Ba't 'di pa sabihin
Ang hindi mo maamin?
Ipauubaya nalang ba 'to sa hangin?
'Wag mong ikatakot
Ang bulong ng damdamin mo
Naririto akong nakikinig sayo

Ba’t ‘di salubungin
Ang puso ko at kunin?
Ang diwang malaya
Huwag na huwag magpabaya pa
Ikaw ang pag-ibig
Pakinggan ang himig ko
Wala na sanang lalayo
Mundong ito ay hihinto...


-Tadhana, Up Dharma Down



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Friday, July 22, 2011

Hesperioidea

Confirmed!

Hindi pa naman pala ako nag devolve into a society-pressured-and-brain-washed-gay-turned-straight-guy-daw like what I have written in my previous post. Pa-effect lang pala yun!

But seriously, Cebu has this certain effect on me. Or it could just be the fact na malayo ako sa lahat ng pwedeng gumulo sa isip ko at hindi crazily fast paced and buhay dito, giving me time to discover who I really am and be aware of all my thoughts.

It could also be the people around me. It's a humbling experience na makasalamuha ang mga tao from all sorts of walks of life. May mga may kaya. May mga super tipid para magkasya ang allowance na P1,000 a month. May mga workaholic. Mga nagbabagong buhay. Mga simpleng probinsyano. May mga pursigido. Mga relihiyoso. Conservative. Wild. May mga may itsura. Meron ding di pa nauuso ang mga beauty ngayong 21st century. Mga Muslim. Christian. Ilocano. Cebuano. Bicolano. Davaoeno. Surigaonon. Waray. Ilonggo.

Everyone has their own inspiring stories to tell na talagang mapapabilib ka. Parang nag marathon ka lang ng one year worth of episodes ng Maalaala mo Kaya habang nakikipag kwentuhan. Yung tipong pang teleserye ang mga buhay. It really happens pala talaga. (Syet! I'm so coño!)

Everyone starts off as strangers pero somehow, amidst all those differences, maganda ang pakikisama ng lahat and away from all the glitz, glamour, fast pace and superficiality of city life, I realized that there are things bigger than me and my own little drama club at hindi lahat nasusukat sa kung ilan na ang FB friends mo, kung anong generation ang iPhone mo, ilan ang gaming consoles mo
na pang display lang, kotse, mga bansang napuntahan, gaano kadami ang bote ng anti-aging creams mo, gaano kalaki ang sahod mo at gaano ka kadalas mag night-out. People I've met here are people who have strived hard to survive. People who're so full of dreams, it overflows and infects every veins in your body. May mga taong mas malaki pa ang problema at napagdaanan sa buhay kesa sa akin pero ang lakas ng fighting spirit. Very overwhelming talaga ang experience knowing and being surrounded by these kind of people.

It made me feel more alive and as I learned the lessons about their life stories, I learned so much more about mine.

They are my cocoon.







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Sunday, July 17, 2011

Paradigm Shift

I deleted all my scratching post contacts.

I turn my head to girls passing by and give them a hot-or-not stare.

I'm having girl crushes.

Daydreams about having a girlfriend.. and having sex.

Attends a weekly Men's Group that talks about how to be a real man and - gasp! - the bible

And now I've been reading Sex & Love Guide for Men on how to satisfy girls for days now.

WHAT THE HELL?!?!



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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Cebu Cutie: Fully Geeked

Spotted on Fully Booked, Ayala Center browsing the shelves of sci-fi novels.. my kind of geek!





















**disclaimer : I only post these photos of guys because I find them goodlooking. This is not, in any way, meant to put these guys in bad light. I don't know them personally. If there are any violent reactions or complaints against the photos, just let me know and I'll take them out. Cheers!


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Location:Biliran Rd,Cebu City,Philippines

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

Cebu Cutie : Colored Balls

Spotted somewhere in the heart of (Blakrabit? lol) Cebu City is this super cute chinito guy! Gotta love'em FilChi's!



















**disclaimer : I only post these photos of guys because I find them goodlooking. This is not, in any way, meant to put these guys in bad light. I don't know them personally. If there are any violent reactions or complaints against the photos, just let me know and I'll take them out. Cheers!

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