Goodbye To You

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last 7 months were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

When the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

trip to quiapo

SA WAKAS! haay pagkatapos ng ilang araw ng pag-iipon eh nakabili na din ako ng librong Trip to Quiapo ni Ricky Lee. grabe sobrang tagal ko nang ginustong makabili netong libro na to pero ngayon ko lang talaga binili pagkatapos ng mahabang paghahanap at katamaran. akalain nyong dumayo pa ako sa Grand Cental dun sa may Monumento para lang makabili nito (P180 pero may promo yung National Bookstore kaya P171 nlang)

anyways gusto ko lang sabihin na saya ko. heheh waw grabe atleast madami nkong ideya sa script-writing! da best yung libro ang ganda!

why oh why?!

due to some sudden turn of events, our beloved ms. clarissa had to give up our class because she had something important to do (wedding bells?). great! just when i was doing well in class (i passed the 2 exams we had. way passed). she was great! she was funny! she was kind! she was umm great! and i was very secured during lectures because she does it effortlessly and made it very simple for us, dimwits, to understand.

why oh why?!

pls come back mam! december is a nice month for weddings..

BEAUTIFUL HEART

BEAUTIFUL HEART

One day a young man was standing in the middle
of the town proclaiming that he had the most
beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large
crowd gathered and they all admired his heart
for it was perfect.
There was not a mark or a flaw in it.
Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most
beautiful heart they had ever seen.
The young man was very proud and boasted
more loudly about his beautiful heart.


Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of
the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not
nearly as beautiful as mine."

The crowd and the young man looked at the
old man's heart. It was beating strongly,
but full of scars, it had places where pieces
had been removed and other pieces put in, but
they didn't fit quite right and there were
several jagged edges. In fact, in some places
there were deep gouges where whole pieces
were missing.


The people stared -- how can he say his heart
is more beautiful, they thought?
The young man looked at the old man's heart
and saw its state and laughed.

"You must be joking," he said.
"Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect
and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect
looking but I would never trade with you.
You see, every scar represents a person to
whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece
of my heart and give it to them, and often
they give me a piece of their heart which fits
into the empty place in my heart, but because
the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges,
which I cherish, because they remind me of the
love we shared. "Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart
away, and the other person hasn't returned
a piece of his heart to me. These are the
empty gouges -- giving love is taking a chance.

Although these gouges are painful, they stay open,
reminding me of the love I have for these people too,
and I hope someday they may return and fill the
space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"


The young man stood silently with tears running
down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man,
reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart,
and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old
man with trembling hands

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart
and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and
placed it in the wound in the young man's heart.
It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.
The young man looked at his heart, not perfect
anymore but more beautiful than ever,
since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.
They embraced and walked away side by side.

HAAY BUHAAY

phew!! sobrang nakakapagod tong week na to.. assignments, quizzes, reports at research! honestly ngayon lang ako naging ganito kainvolved sa mga skulworks. dati kasi paeasy-easy lang. pano ba nmn medyo kinabahan ako nung bilangin ko kung ilang units pa meron ako at kung ilang taon pa ang ilalagi ko sa eskwelahan.. ayun!! late ako ng almost 1year! kasar! haay kung dati eh ganto na ko kabibo sa mga gawaing eskwela eh malamang ndi ako pressured.

nways i'm doing okay nmn sa mga exams ko actually matataas na ang mga nakukuha ko.. umm.. cguro except dun sa 1st quiz ko sa management, di ko pa nakikita eh saka ndi ako confident dun sa mga pinagsasasagot ko dun. pero kung ano man ang kalabasan ng score ko dun eh definitely next quiz eh kakaririn ko na.

isa pa sa mga pabigat sa load ko ngayoong term eh yung research studies ko. kala ko pa nmn exciting yun pala sobrang matrabaho. hay! sa paghahanap pa nga lang ng reference ko eh hirap na eh. actually galing na ako ng library kanna at medyo mahilo na ako sa paghahanap ng mag libro, journals at ibang research studies na local at foreign. ayun, nagbabad ako sa libraray at sa periodical section ng 3hrs at sumakit n yung mga kamay ko sa kasusulat ng mga dapat isulat.

at kahapon, umaga hanggang tanghali ako nasa periodical section para gawin yung problem sets ko sa Strength of Materials at Differential Equations na hindi ko rin nmn natapos kaya kinailangan kong magpuyat kagabi, 1am na ako nakatulog at 5am nagising dahil may exam din kme at the same time.. pero miracurously, tingin ko nageenjoy ako. yeah im enjoying studying now, i guess.

actually nagreresearch ako nitong oras na ito pero dahil nagttopak na nmn yung bowser nitong PC nmen eh bagal magload at nageerror pa! haay medyo antok na nga ako , kelangan ko pang gumising ng 5am bukas at may exam ako sa Contracts and Obigations nmin.. HAAY BUHAAY..

Cloud 9

waw! sobrang saya ng araw na to!

nakatabi ko lang naman yung crush ko Math class namin. oh syet tsk sa mga oras na to eh abot tenga pa ang ngiti ko. usually kasi sa likod ko sya umuupo lagi pero this time late sya at bakante yung silya sa tabi ko. swerte talaga

okay. so nakatabi ko nga at hindi ko namamalayan na todo ngiti na pala ako buti nga napansin ko kagad at baka nahalata na ako at mukha akong baliw kung nagkataon. nakangiti habang nakatingin dun sa board habang nagssolve si sir ng sample problem. hehehe

pero eto matindi.. nung dun na sa dulo nagsusulat si sir super lapit na nya sa aken para makita nya yung nakasulat. tsk kung hindi ako nakapagpigil eh nahalikan ko na yung kissable lips nya. hay syet talaga ainaku kinilig nmn ako nung kinausap nya ako para tanungin kung pinasa ba daw yung problem sets na pinagawa. cloud 9!